Depressed and can't feel happy about anything anymore?

I hate feeling like people are judging me.. even when I know, really, that they're not. The things you look forward to (but then stop) do you go to them or do them in the end Because if you don't then maybe going to them and doing them will change your outlook... If you do and still don't enjoy them then I have no ideas what you should do... I can understand not wanting to have to tell my parents, so maybe you should try online-help websites, with proffesionals? Or you could call help lines? If you feel constantly depressed though, I would suggest definitely telling your parents and getting professional help.